so that was it.. i don't have anything much to say besides saying mr tan is right...
champions are those who do not lose but those who do not give up..

i think noone shld ever put the blame on themself because it's noone's fault.. it's the team's fault... but all i know is that we had done our best... and that's all that matters isn't it

the SA team deserves to win judging from their skills, stamina and aggression.. so they were a strong team too...

it's a phase i'm going through because i'm taking this chance to retrospect... actly before the match i got scolded by mr lim for my low conc. levels for the few trngs before the finals... I think that my low conc. levels were only during those few trngs left becos i felt that i lost my aggression and i was actly very stressed when i was asked to goalkeep.. and as he said.. very very simple instructions he asked me to do i also dont know how to obey... well that seriously is a signal for serious reflection for me... as in not only in soccer.. i think i shld be more alert when people give me instructions in real life and get it right.. i'm very prone to misinterpretations and people tend to get pissed off with me for that as well...
so all i wna do now is not to lose touch with the ball during the hols.. and to get rid of that swell on my finger.. cos it's very prone to injuries now.. and heal my back of course..

i have vowed to be able to punt till the penalty box area by dec. and i made jiemin vow with me for her goalkicks too.. she has to kick until the invisible line.. which is thel ine between the penalty box and the the halfway line..


the seniors would be missed.. running long D in future would be weird with no deb jas eileen and jasmin... and we are on our own alr.. it's a phase where all of us have to grow up and learn to lead ourselves... the seniors have really being a great bunch who was a our source of inspiration and people we model after... like the way i model farah... but yaa.. i just hope we dont set out limits based on purely the seniors' performance and even aspire to do better than what the seniors have done to make them proud..

what's more impt is that.. i believe it only strengthens our desire.. as in the year ones and IPs to win back the cup and what we think we deserve next year..